i should know better what lack of sleep does to me.
i'm feelin so fucked up now, i just got like a DOUBLE BLOW.
i mean like hello all these things been happening since forever
and it's not like i'm ignorant about whatever.
wake up bitch
wake up your idea please.
maybe i shouldn't talk to you at all cus it just hurts too much sometimes
i'm just tired i know it.
maybe it's wrong to
suppress those feelings cus they just resurface whenever
i'm not
sober enough to control my thoughts.
it'll pass i'm sure it'll pass!
i need my bed i need my bed.
12:08 PM
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