i hate it that you disappear and i dont know where you go and what you are doing.
i hate it when i feel that my friends have forgotten about me.
i hate blogs which have like a dozen entries, with fuckinghundreds of pictures.
i hate the laptop that im using because it's designed for windows 2OOO,
but my smart alec sister changed it to windows XP causing it to move
slower than a turtle.
i hate people who think that i'm ugly and that thats all there is to me;
SO WHAT IF I'M UGLY i think my heart is beautiful in some ways.
i hate it that sometimes i dont dare to speak up to people.
i hate it when i'm sick.
i hate it that sometimes i stare into blank space and feel lonely.
i hate it that i did not train my tennis skills consistently.
i hate it that i suck at tennis.
i hate it that my mom's becoming deaf.
i hate it that i have not enough money.
i hate it that i'm pretty needy.
i hate it that i haven't been shopping.
and i hate how much i love you so.
don't worry i'm fine i'm just tryin ta kill time.
11:34 PM
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