i have a friend who is apparently goin all out to get back at his ex(?) girlfriend.
he wants to hurt her for hurting him.

i think thats kinda scary.

i used to hate my ex bf but i also loved him.
and for all the love i had for him, i decided to stop pissin' him off,
backed off since no matter how much i wanted him to be mine,
he didn't want to.

i hated the fact that the love he had for me was so little
i hated the fact that i made so many sacrifices for him
i hated the fact that i changed so much just for him
i hate the fact that i love him. even now i still don't understand whats the appeal
but a big part of my heart has his name carved on it for now.

i hated him so much that at one point i wish for him to die. but i didn't go and kill him or anythg?
i was so angry that things didn't go my way - he didn't give me what i wanted,
or he didn't love me for who i am.

he shattered my world indeed.
i gave him my all, but all i was left with at the end was nothin but a broken heart.
i'd embraced him for everything he was and wil be.
but he couldn't/can't love me

I felt very hurt indeed.
but did i try to get back at him?
revenge never ever crossed my mind.
why? because i loved him, i love him, always will.
no matter what shit he did/do to me.




now that is love for you!
i keep sayin it because its what i feel, i'm sorry.
scary shit indeed, both ways
HAHA

7:33 PM ____________________________________________________________________

I'm Ling
- and I'm gone
again.