thank gods that julian woke me up.
if he didn't we'd have died.
my mom left the stove on fo the whole night.
when i went out to get a glass of drink because i was suddenly coughin non stop and smellin some burning stuf,
i couldn't even see around the house cos it was covered in such thick smoke.
evryone else is fine i suppose.
but im not cos i inhaled most of the smoke.
my air-con's busted.
so from 2 am til now i've been coughin non-stop.
i can't sleep properly.
once i start coughin the feelin is like im gonna die.
zzzzzzzzzzzz
im quite pissed off with everythin
i just got a 2OO72OO7 Wonderful Message thing.
WONDERFUL DAY? so what if its 2O-07-2007.
it seems like a fucked up day.
with all the shit thts happened
and i can't help feelin fucked up because of a certain someone.
i wish i was more than a puny insignificant memory.
i wish i was important to someone, like how important you are to me.
you are really a mind fucker.
and i feel very lonely sometimes.
11:44 AM
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