i'm sure you alrdy know my laptop's dead.
my mp3 player is breakin' up. REALLY.
it's dismantling by itself (
CREATIVE is really creative)
anw better news that i have now!
my phone's dead too.
WHY DO I HAVE SUCH BAD LUCK?
therefore, if i haven't been replying your msgs,
or you weren't able to get thru to my line,
i'm sorry.
tmr onwards ima be using some antique nokia mobile.
i really feel very deprived without my music phone.
exams are over...
i was gonna complete the sentence with 'So am i..'
But well whatever. I can't do nothin' about it now.
all i want to do now is work, and try and smile everyday.
i never seem to be able to be off-debts.
i always seem to be owing my friends money because
they want me to go get out to have fun with them
and they'll say like they lend the amount first.
they'll go "just a bit only la, won't die. you think i can't afford."
or "this kinda money you also want to calculate wit me.."
but at the end of the day..
the debt just weighs on me, very irritating.
some friends are tryna get me out now sayin they'l pay first.
but im not goin to make the same mistake again.
i'm a broke kid - i'll try and have fun without having to pay so much i guess.
quoting a friend
"i go out always have good food one what. is you who has got the budget."
i don't know why but somehow sometimes
some things that are said only strike me afterwards.
i'm ok don't worry. have to face up to my life!
gettin things outta my system -
i feel better.
p.s: i texted my ex boyfriend.12:15 AM
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