i find it fuckin annoying when guys take your easy-going personality for granted.
excuse me, even if i'm open about sexual issues,
it definitely doesn't mean that i'm ok with sleaze talk
or you making jokes about me and you and sex.

yeah jokes are jokes but sometimes i just don't find it funny.
i guess i'm just a very petty person or you can say that i'm a girl.
(well! maybe becos i can be such a boy sometimes ppl let their guards down.)
well! this just further tells me that i'll be very selective
about who i talk about such things with in the future i guess.
i mean really! guys these days. or maybe its just the people i know,
cos my friend was saying that her friends are definitely not like that.
i think you can just consider me unlucky.

and i really hate the way sometimes guys talk about girls.
its like we're objects.
its fucking irritating.
fucking disrespectful.

well anyways, i was thinking.
maybe some people may think that im kinda hypocritical
cos i seem to be able to respond nicely and sweetly to people i don't really like.
well that's me. really. you can say i'm just nice perhaps?
i am only nasty when i'm feeling offended right at that moment by
whatever you said/did or when you catch me on a bad day.

if you did nothing to piss me off on the day itself
and we don't have a feud,
even if i don't like you i can still talk to you just like how i talk to other people
but theres stil a possibility i will still bitch about you.
p.s: this isn't backstabbing. if you are clever, you would know.
"what the hell! so how do i know whether you really like me or not?"

that's really easy.
if i dont talk to you/anymore,
you should be able to get the hint.

headache. time to sleep.

11:01 PM ____________________________________________________________________

I'm Ling
- and I'm gone
again.