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Monday, May 21, 2007

greatjustgreat.
in an attempt to remove my bad memories i kept reminiscing about the better days.
i mean it's better to live with good memories dont you think.
but not that good anymore if you start thinking
ohhhhitsapityyouwishedthingsworkedout blahblah.

and now i find out things that i shouldn't
and im gloating about it?
its wrong i know. and the worrying thing isn't about the gloating.
the worrying thing is im askin myself why i am happy,
am i hopeful even?

GOLLY! Get A GRIP.
Why are you even thinking about anything possible?
Well it may be because you decided to block him out because
it was HER that he got smugly together with?
But would it be that different if it was some other girl?
He was a jerkjerkjerk.
It's not like she took him from you.
Even tho she attempted to it was only him who succumbed.
So wake up your idea you stupid girl.

Remember how you begged him and the humiliation.
REMEMBER.


you don't what want to read what's in-between. lol.


9:13 AM
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S*XLING;.



I'm Ling
- and I'm gone
again.