this is an offensive post
if you have dick and balls you should fuck off really.
im being spoilt
i just want approval i dont want opposing comments thanks.
now GO!


roll your eyes at me cus im slow
- i just realised that men and women have very different ways
of dealing with separation. ( i hate the word breakup )

it just seems to me ( as to whats happening AROUND ME now )
women seem to have more trouble dealing with losing their partners.
most women are the ones who're more devastated; its like losing a limb.
MEN, THEY don't even mope about it.
oh, because its not good for their image isn't it.
women are supposed to be the emo fucks and men the fucks.
HAHA.

the way i see it, we're just like toys.
not fun, bin us.
screwed up?
some may try to fix us, or they'd just bin us too if they're lazy or just feel like it.
what have they to lose?
COMPANY, thats all.


whys it to most women, the male partner's like, everything to them.
i don't get it. i personally don't get my own obssession too. like really.
golly, not a surprise that my life revolves around my love.
everything's done to accomodate to this special bastard
( excuse me darling i've just got to be fair. )
special bastard's priority number one.
being sensitive to his needs ain't really that difficult, because its innate.

in the initial stages of a relationship all the man wants is your full attention.
so that he knows hes got you for good.
once he manages to get you into that trap, thats fucking it.
yup. the spell cast upon you spins your mind outta control
and then whatever you do:
being sensitive to his needs becomes oversensitive,
being caring becomes naggy,
being loving becomes sticky,
.. blahblahblahblacksheephaveyouanyfool



why don't guys ever try to be sensitive?
WHY?! and when they're angry, they take it out on you.
i got that last night, and i felt totally shitty.
i was so fucking pissed that i wanted to cut the line.
and then you know what that voice in my head said?
"Let him vent his anger on you."
GAWD, fucking stupid or what?

i can scold myself a hundred times
but i'd still go back to doing the same things..
... loving him, which also means im willing to go thru and bear with all kindsa shit.

thats fucking bullshit i realised, when at the end of the day
you know the men don't even give 2 hoots about effort really.
they just be the same ol fucks from dusk til dawn
and we women just have to put up with their shit twenty four seven.
BULLSHIT i say.

when we screw up they scrutinise us and hurl out all the dirty laundry
and start saying oh you did this before blah and blah so its unforgivable.
when they screw up we tell them what went wrong in the hope of a solution
and they say
"why do you make me feel like a loser?"
"im not good enough for you we're not making each other happy
so i should just leave.."


im just damn angry because i realised that with every separation thats goin on now
the girls cryin but the guys are just goin about livin their lives with hearty laughter and all.


to the few men out there who are not like the vast majority,
i envy your girl.
to the vast majority of the men out there,
FUCK YOU.


i want to be the heartbreaker not the heartbroken.
it can be so unfortunate being a woman

5:27 AM ____________________________________________________________________

I'm Ling
- and I'm gone
again.