i want to cut myself into a billion pieces
i want to numb this pain that i feel
i want not to be alive .
i want to be someone else
the girlfriend from hell.too needy, too insecure, too dependent on others.
too possessive, obssessive, aggressive.
and you think i didn't know?
haha.
i think i give up trying to change
i rather just be alone, and not trouble anyone or myself.
12:31 PM
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