( gone )
Sunday, September 17, 2006

karen ;


i miss you already, babe!

my farewell present cannot match up to the other gifts you recvd.
but it was something that i really liked (even though its ugly)
so i hope you keep it so that it reminds you of me.

Muahs, darling!
xoxoxoxo





i cried because i felt like i was losing her
shes so dear to me thats why i want her near.

i cried more when i was leaving the airport
knowing that i will experience this feeling of loss
next year.

distance is the biggest test lets hope we pass it all



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i went thru abit of my photos and i saw you, there again.



i've not been missin you.
it's just that maybe the pictures that i have
are the only things that remind me that we had happier times
and why i shouldn't hate you so much.
i don't like the feeling of hating someone.

yesterday was the day i cleaned out my folders.
yesterday was the day i deleted every single photograph of you in my hard disk.

guess what?
even if you never really apologised,
i forgive you.
today will be the day that i stop hatin you.
maybe we were both wrong,
but at least i always apologised for my mistakes,
and i always tried to make it up to you in the past.

maybe what you did to me in the past weren't just mistakes you made.
but one thing i know for sure you are my very own huge mistake.


today is the day i realised that
it's very difficult for me to let go of anything,
be it good or bad.
today is the day i let go of all the resentment i've had towards you.

now this will be the only photo of
you and me, left.




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and yesterday was also the day
i realised that this guy that ive been with?
hes full of shit full of temper full of himself sometimes maybe

but hes full of love for me

i do appreciate all the things you've done.
you just don't know how thankful i am.







the center of my life -
hes my wonderwall
and hes wonderful


4:38 PM
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S*XLING;.



I'm Ling
- and I'm gone
again.