( stronger )
Monday, July 03, 2006

i dont need anyone
i dont need anyone
i dont need anyone
i dont need anyone
i dont need anyone
i dont need anyone
i dont need anyone
i dont need anyone
i dont need anyone
i dont need anyone
i dont need anyone
i dont need anyone
i dont need anyone
i dont need anyone

im too nice to everybody at the expense of myself
and i dont want to be weak
i dont want to need to have to turn to someone else
i dont want anyone to feel like they let me down when they can't be there for me
because its just emotions taking me over sometimes

i hate myself
im the one whos TRULY ugly on both the outside and the inside
i want to change
i want to become someone that i'd love

yeah you're all right im a stupid childish pieceashit
i will grow up someday just wait and see


9:32 PM
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S*XLING;.



I'm Ling
- and I'm gone
again.