today at work everything was okay.
i decided to adopt a positive attitude thats why.
i decided to appreciate the better things
and try to overlook the negative aspects.

i mean its such a nice work environment.
maybe cause the office is relatively new.
but well anw the negative aspects is just that
the boring office job is just so not for me.

after work i went to bugis with jenn to meet her 2 friends.
thereafter i called jiehua to come along and meet me so that
i can leave jenn to her and her friends.
haha its just awkward lah cos i guess we're all just really different people.
and its not like her friends are super friendly that kinda thing!
but they seem really fun people. always making fun of jenn
which was quite funny actually. hahahaha. it was really cute.
anw i havent seen jiehua for really long too.
im thankful that he actually agreed to meet me up
and treat me to dinner again and help me out with stuf.
thankyouthankyouthankyou.

i was told something that made me really happy.
i hope whatever that was said was sincere.
(:

i have quite a number of recent photos actually.
but i refuse to post them up because i really just look TOO UGLY la.
hahahahahah especially the ones taken at my pool on the day dearest jenn and yy came over to sunbathe.
so embarrassing. better not sabo me and post up those solo fotos of me AH!
the ones taken at Phuture wasn't fantastic too.
my face is really too fat la really need to exercise.

me being ugly is not a choice but being fit toned and healthy looking i can achieve that yes i can.
that is pretty in a way isnt it.





anw ive realised that im a very difficult person.
too needy, demanding, impatient, ill tempered.
in one word i'd call myself DUMB!

its gonna be 2 and im waking up at 7am
the price to pay for hanging out after work.
i think its worth it i enjoyed myself today.

jiehua cracks me up, like totally la hahahahahaa
he likes to EAT alot.
please la dude. CRUDE.

wangxi pls take care of urself yea.
quite worrying.





heres a site to check out > > click
i think its pretty cool got it from soph who got it from david



sometimes i get alot of ppl asking abt all the latest songs i have
songs to intro etc. im in the mood to share some titles so go listen to these:

• Never Wanna Say Bye - Soundbwoy Ent feat. Doctor
• Bestfriend - 5O cent feat. Olivia
• Snap Yo Fingers - Lil Jon, E-4O, Sean Paul
• It's Goin Down - Young Joc
• Give It Up To Me - Sean Paul
• Promiscuous - Nelly Furtado feat. Timbaland
• Oh girl - Paul Wall

if youre not close to me dont ask me to send you songs.
i can bear with you twice or thrice but in th long run you'll just be ignored.

happy girl goin to sleep zzzz

1:43 AM ____________________________________________________________________

I'm Ling
- and I'm gone
again.