aiya so fcking irritated.
just a wedding and im like goin all out for it.
why? i dont know
maybe its cos the last time i preped for such events was like,
jc prom night? and even for that time no matter how hard i tried
i still looked like shite.

and when i thought ive got the dress alright
i dont have the right shoes and earrings.
my dress is black with a pendant like sort of gold green bronze and silver accessory in front.
my shoes are the everbest pair with wood, white and silver accessory
everything i have doesn't match at all.
HOW? i want to look good but i guess no matter what i do i'll still be the ugly duckling.
i dont have the money to get the right stuf.

shouldn't have said im going.
but oh well since im goin just go there and enjoy the food?
OH GAD WE ALL KNOW FULLERTON HOTEL'S food can't make it.
go there and drool together with tommy at the pretty babes lor

i give up already.
fuck care.

8:02 PM ____________________________________________________________________

I'm Ling
- and I'm gone
again.