( come and gone )
Friday, June 16, 2006

departure of certain friends = question the value of friendship.
i seem to be not worthy of friendship

WHATEVER.
i guess its the same thing as love relationships vice versa -
split if dont get along.

trying to learn to protect myself -
don't want to be too emotionally attached to anyone anymore
but can't help it that i love quite a few people now
i am so afraid that one day they decide to walk awy from me -
the drifting apart breaks my heart.



i dont want to care anymore
but its easier said than done
at the end there will only be myself who wil be there for me
because thats just the way it is
no one can be there for you all the time.

is this pms week?
its like hellweek to me

i hope everything wil be fine at the gathering
it will be a nostalgic night


11:37 PM
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S*XLING;.



I'm Ling
- and I'm gone
again.