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ADDITED:
i had the funniest dream.THE FUNNIEST I'VE EVER HAD.
or i can remember that is.
first part of the dream.
i was having lunch with my family.
saturday steamboat as usual.
so i was eating the fish i just cooked.
then i realised that the bone was STUCK in between
one of my 2 front teeth and the tooth beside it.
like OW, it hurts.
so i was like "SHUCKS!", and tried to pull it out slowly.
amazingly it didn't cut my gum or anything
(in real life it normally does)
so i got it out wit much difficulty and i felt like
one of my front teeth kinda hurts.
so i went to fcking check the mirror and guess what i saw?
the front tooth had a crack!
as in vertically downwards that kinda thing.
LIKE I FREAKED OUT I WAS LIKE WHATTHEFCK!
then as i couldn't do anything about it,
i went back to eating, feeling very very sad
because i was thinking once the cracked part falls off,
i wouldn't be able to smile anymore.
so i was eating and feeling depressed and then suddenly,
the cracked part really fell off.
so i was like, "Sigh."
THEN THE NEXT THING I KNEW,
i felt the rest of my teeth falling off!like the ones at the back?
like falling off ALL FALLING OFF.
i was like WHAT THE FCK?!
i rushed to my toilet and slowly took out all the fallen teeth
and i think there were about
2O over.
that means i was like almost totally
BOGAY can.
and then i remember i tried speaking,
to test if i sounded
bogay. abit.
then i was like how come 2O over fell out
but then i still felt like i had alot of teeth left?
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH SUCH A DAMN STUPID STUPID DREAM.
2nd part of the dream was like some scavenger hunt.
the guys in the dream were like all damn cute.
i seemed to be like the only girl.
anw this part of the dream i can't really remember now.
i only know both parts are stupid.
STUPID. what the freek is wrong wit my brain.
anw maddie's comment reminded me about
how karen was like telling me not to go for the tattoo.
she was like saying that a tattoo would lower my chances
of gettin the job i want.
initially i just listened to it and didnt think abt anything
but then i realised. WA LAU SO EASY.
JUST COVER UP IF IT REALLY MATTERS LOR!
its only at the waist, and the butt leh.
i mean if its a job that requires me to dress casually,
then its already a casual job who the fck will give a damn abt a tattoo?
and tattooing is not like such a big deal what.
its so common. the thing that i mind about
is whether i'd regret it in the future
(most ppl have said i would)
but the thing about what gettin old and then the skin sag ugly shit
i mean when ur old you're really gonna be ugly anw
who the fuck will care about ur tattoo!
im only young once and im in my prime now.
well im going ahead with it once i have the funds.
and provided i do find the design i want.
i won't be desperate and just go for anything.
i already have in mind what i want so that wont be difficult.
the only thing that's difficult would be the funds.
more or less its confirmed that im goin for it.
i think.
HAHAAHAHAH KAREN you must have been drunk
now i think about the whole load of crap you said
i want to LAUGH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
Sxling at
2:30 PM xoxoxo
____________________________________________________________________________________________________I MISS CHATS LIKE THAT
I CAN'T FCKING WAIT FOR EXAMS TO END.
better take care of urself babe.
i gave up studying to spend time with you
so you musn't go to UK okay?
yeaaaaa ryt.
on the last day of exams,
im gonna be doing something
that i never thought i'd ever do when i was young.
well ppl change.
im trying it for myself
not by influence or anything.
its just smoking what.
its not that big a deal actually.
karen you better keep your
promise to me anyway.
1:20 AM
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