no i haven't started yet, but it all begins 63Oam later.
im gonna make use of whatever ive got. i will pass every one of them all im smart im gona do it.
some of the batch came over to my place for a swim. it was nice lookin at them havin so much fun. pardon my bad videoing skills.
after the swim we went to siglap to eat at cartel. after cartel joel sent me over to hanx's.
i realise that this applies to almost everything: the more i expect something, the more i dont get it. and there are even times, when the more i try to get it, the more the more the more i don't get it.
its time to readjust the balance again. note, again. heh. whether anybody likes it or not. i lost my balance and now i feel a little unappreciated. you see it goes this way most of the time; when i do something, i expect a certain amount of return. so since im thinkin im not really gettin what i deserve, HEH. you want my attention? come and get it. you need to work for it now. if you don't want it.. thats just too bad then!
such an evil cycle. once you get it you'll take it for granted and then i'll just go back to doing the same thing again. or maybe i shall just find someone else who'll give me the attention i want whenever i want it, ALL THE TIME.
resentment? maybe a little but its okay. i still love you.
i cannot expect you to be like me. but anw alls gona change.
starting from.. now.
Imma keep it gangster Imma make it hot If you feeling like I do Then people throw your hands up Say I..... i like this track. the flyest shit in the world you say?
