listening to Collide by Howie Day doesn't help.
its got such a sad feel to it.
i feel like crying.
i was talking to lee.
and suddenly i realised that thers no
picture of just the 4 of us royale kakis.
the best i have would be the one taken on my birthday last year.
i hate that photo i was crying before the photo was taken.
it was a bad birthday last year even tho i had the company
of some of my greatest friends.
i guess i was too obssessed with something at that point of time.
lesson well learnt: never get obssessed.
i was goin thru my old photos
hoping to find one photo of the royale kakis
but no i couldn't find any.
found the pictures of the srjc tennis team, joseph, jeff, C, and my srjc class 2A7
so many of the people that used to be so significant in my life.
but everything is so different now
life is like that i know but i just miss the old times
so much so much so much
most of all i miss the times on the srjc tennis court.
i can say the srjc tennis period
has been the best part of my life.
i discovered my true love, for tennis.
after 4 years i still suck at it,
but its okay.
i want to go back to last time;
we played till the lights went out
and we were still playing in the dark
i miss it so much i want to cry
* lee, ser, meg, ro
11:02 PM
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