karen has to go overseas.
i mean, well, if you're offered a place
in a University overseas, more prestigious than the 3 local unis,
why not?
but when i heard about it i nearly cried.
i just dont want to lose her.
i hate friends who go overseas.
i have had a couple of good friends who went overseas,
and came back as such different people.
hopefully karen wouldn't be like them.
karen's prolly the only friend
i've kept in close contact with for more than 12 years.
well we live in the same condo what. grew up together.
shes the only girlfriend i have who's able to
jolt sense into my stupid brain.
im so reliant on her sometimes.
its like, she keeps me sane.
i mean you may think ive always been insane.
if you think that way then i'll say "She keeps me alive."
alright that sounds stupid
but you get what im talkin about.
it just sucks. i know its for her own good to leave.
fuck i hate this feeling
now i know why hx was moping and moping and moping.
so i went wit karen to dinner at kovan, (sundaynight)
and my dear ex boyfriend who was headed to my house to use the gym facility
actually offered to give us a ride home.
how nice of him.
but upon reaching my house he decided to
drag me and himself to grapevine (serangoon) to watch the soccer match
between newcastle and liverpool.
i tried Foster's for the first time today.
i think im damn lousy. face got pretty red.
wa lau eh wish i had a higher tolerance level for alcohol.
ah ah ah, buy the fries then tapao home.
for what? to throw away? waste money sia joel chia.
oh nearly forgot.
HI JENNY.hahahaha.
anw i saw a rat getting run over by a car today.
its like i heard the sound of its internal organs being squashed out.
IT WAS DAMN FUCKING LOUD i nearly vommitted.
sick guys laughing at the poor rat.
but i started laughing after joel said that
the rat is damn stupid.
anyway the sound effects didn't just stop after the first hit.
a couple of cars drove over it after that too.
and there were SO MANY sounds i felt like puking.
the RAT was like huge anyway.
for a moment i thought about
Koocher.
no way that will never happen to my baby.
2:55 AM
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