( i think im okay )
Sunday, March 05, 2006

the familiarity was still there.
it seems like ive gotten over what had happened.
im pretty surprised actually.
i think ive gotten over that incident.



i think im getting out of hand.
i enjoy embarrassing my boyfriend in front of his friends.
awwawawawhahaha.
no la not as bad as joshua & chengyan.



oh i realised something damn funny today.
joshua was calling on joel's cell,
and what i saw on the screen of his mobile
sent me into fits of laughter.

**JOSHUA SU SU.**

what the su su? LOL. i think its funny. hahahaha

and the way joel spelt his other friends' names is damn weird too.
just like how nepalese and gurkhas became GOONAMESE.




hahahaha. hes so retardedly cute la.



saw some of the batch today..
tho the last time we all met was only like 2 or 3 weeks ago,
it seemed long to me.
everyone's still the same..
when i was talkin to willy about studies,
i felt old.

time seems to be running out really fast.



im beginning to feel kinda extra..
i feel like a pest always tagging along with joel
to meet his friends. but its an undeniable fact
that i stuck around the batch before we got together
and i dont want that to change..

but the feeling now i get is more of like,
im just a girlfriend of the friend. :|



by the way, i know you read my blog la.
but its not like you absorb anything that i say.
oh well thnks for the effort youve been tryin to make.
sorry for being a bitch im just tryin to live up to the
name of a bastard's girlfriend.. hahaha


yeah i still love & hate you.





zzzzzz


5:51 AM
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S*XLING;.



I'm Ling
- and I'm gone
again.