fcking irritating.yeah, i should rely on better blog hosts.
but ive been wit d(x) for like what,
4 years?
ive grown accustomed to the way it works
so easily, and
so quickly.
for blogger when u edit stuf you have to
republish this, wait for that, blahblah.
all my fcking entries in d(x) date back to 2OO2
and they store all the happy & shit i went thru
i SO do not want to lose em.
hope the server gets back up soon.
babylove's birthday was not too bad..
i fcking vomitted at the chalet.
first time i vomitted after drinking.
after what happened at Marcus' that day
i swore to myself i'd never let myself be vulnerable agn.
nothing bad happened at the chalet but stil,
i shouldn't have gotten myself all wobbly and miserable.
fcking hated that feeling, I HATE VOMITTING.
but i like to drink. how? fck.
have got this really bad cough now.
the other day i coughed on the bus till
i teared. body was hot, head was spinning.
everyone was staring at me, wondering if
i had choked on something. bloody hell. lol
the surprise on saturday wasnt really a surprise.
cos he found out about it when i was half drunk.
NABEI.
whatever la. but i know he was happy with the
LEVIS enginneered jeans, the ouch-job, and the batch gathering.
advanced Vday, and 1-1/2 year gifts for me were:
cutesy flower, clubmarc bag.
and he's gettin me shoes this weekend!
acty nothin special, hes still payin for my shopping
and my bills.
jackass, but thanks. (((:
11:03 PM
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