DIARY-X is unrecoverable.
every detail has been lost.
out of all those meaningless entries,
7O% were important to me.
i am crumbling.
i dont trust anything or anyone anymore.
there must always be a back up plan.
its okay. i think i can remember my first kiss.
maybe its not good to dwell on the past?
but sometimes it can serve as reflective purposes..
but i'd like to remember how i felt exactly
on my happiest days.. i loved reading those happy entries
because they cheered me up tremendously when i was down.
*enough abt diary-x. the barbeque last night
was sort of a failure. i dont know. too my standards it
wasn't that great. it was one of the worst barbeques ive ever been to.
but i guess the company made up for it.
his friend's were funny and approachable.
i found one of the malay guys familiar.
and i heard hes a great hiphop dancer!
we'll find out when we head to MOS/liquidroom together.
before we left i discovered that he lied to be about something again.
its been quite a while since he lied about stuff.
a little drama about that, but after that i was cool.
you can go about making the same mistakes dear.
no one can stop you but yourself.
enjoy.
3:47 PM
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